THANK GOD FOR SATURDAY[:
finally, church ! :D
i'm so happy, coz i simply love saturday.
&td is my first day of doing praise &worship luh !
but firstly, i must really thanks alot of people,
like davin(: miao too; my musician. HAHAS !
serene(nvr fail to encourage me).
they help-ed me alot (: love you all.
hais. it doesn't seems to be successful )':
i just felt that everything seems to start disappear leaving me alone.
everything goes wrong, &disappointed lah.
I prayed so earnestly that everything will just go well& that God'll just speak thru me.
i trust God, &rely on him fully. *serious!
Hysteria ensured to me and eyes was buring with trepidation .
Time seemed to have stool still, yet nothing i could do.nothing just came out of my mouth, it was so unnerving.
for what i prepared so many days, i did not spoke out.
&i myself also don't know what happen luh.
when coming to the end, we sang the last song,
&guess what ?!
miaolin's guitar string came out or smth.
SORRY MIAOLIN )':
of course we still continue to sing.&i'm so bad at leading. (crys*)
but ASPIRATION was so good to me.
they sang so loudly, feeling so fortunate to have them.
&i thank God for that(:
I ♥ ASPIRATION ! :DD
but i know God is there.
no matter what, i give all the praise to him :DD
even though it doesn't seems well done, but i learnt alot from this.
like how praying become the most important &essential in my life.
&how God really talk to me[:
do you all know that when we are praying,
is not a monologue? its a two person conversation.
of course God may not talk with audible voice.
it definitely will scare us off.
BUT its true that God talk thru our voice :DD
today service was awesome lah !(:
pastor daniel preach about fear.
that's was quite relevant to me.
but Jesus said He has not give us a spirit of fear but of love, power and sound mind.
&it really strike me of being a lost centered person.
i always like a search centered person. shall not elaborate.
coz there's too much stories to talk bout this.
today me &chongling are the twins of the day (:
HAHAS !*
coz we wore the same top &bottom.
but sad thing is that nobody notice that.
only a few, &DWL is so funny.
&i'm so missing my photoshop.so long nvr been editing coz don't know why my photoshop cannot work.so you all now know why i nvr edit for these few post lerh bahs.
pictures for the day will upload super soon ^^