It was like a sadness that had no name, and it was covering every inch of me.
Try as i might, I could not get away from it. I could feel myself slowly suffocting in its grasp.

Grandfather admitted to the hospital because of lung infection, low blood pressure, Fever etc.
Tuesday, Woke up, prepared &headed off to Herer's house.
Meeting her to visit grandpa [: But apparantly, it was raining like nobody business =.-
So we ordered Pizza Hut for Lunch. Yummy *
Played while waiting for Uncle to come home.
In the end, we Mrt-ed down first cse Uncle was worn-out after a long day.
Went with Da-gu &Herer :DD we're totally country bumpkin, doesn't know the direction.
But we still reached there lah -.-

I didn't expect to be so serious D': needles &pipes all over.
No words could express how i feel &tears just welled up in my eyes.
He doesn't recognise us &had to rely on 100% oxygen.
Isn't it too much for an old man like him ? :/
is sooooo freaking painful to see him like this, he can't speak ):
his hands are tied up.
i was trying my best not to cry &Herer grasped her hand and kept reassureing that Grandfather somehow would be fine. &i know he'll.

I stood there, not knowing how to feel. I wasn't sure if i could feel at all at that moment.
It felt as if every ounce of energy has been sapped from me
&i could not bring myself to do anything.

Uncle came to fetch us (: &visit Grandpa awhile.
Spent my night at Herer's house cus it was rather late
&Uncle too weary to send me home.

Herer, Aiwen &me chatted ourselves to sleep [:
Reminiscience the past when Grandfather was healthy &fit,
when he gave me candy just to ask for accompanian.
I could remember vividly every single lil thing, etched in my heart ♥
Photos will be uploaded super soon yeah.

I LOVE YOU AH-GONG.

Camp tmr :D

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Davin: Don't praise me please -.- Lol. my blog is not nice at all lahs ): anyway what is cyclops ? nvr heard of it before leh :/
XINLEI: HAHAS ! (: linked you alr. don't worry. oh yah, i nearly forgotten -.- but you all in the end also bully us back D': poor me &shioeer. Lol.
Jolene: [: Misses * linked you alr. our thinking like the same. blog address about the same toos. Heh. Seeyou on sat. Weets *
(:: ehm, sorry i don't add ppl who i don't know, otherwise i don't know who is who :/ you also nvr give me your address lah. Hahas !
Limei: after your MI would be like ? three years later ? :/ you manage to get a seat when the bus is like sooo crowded ? you freaking LUCKY lahs. Hahas ! i can't wait for friday toos.
alicia: you uh ! so late reply tag until i forget what we mention last time :X yah lorhs, but you nvr go for Encounter retreat otherwise can spent the night teasing Baboon (: But its okays, we still have chance yeah. iloveyou*
Cinee: imissyou toos. But don't worry, will see you this saturday. i'm gonna go to help out :DD wakakas !
Cailing;): i'm posted to NgeeAnn accountancy, yeap i'm going for the outing [: &i've sms-ed you the details. so is Confirm, but cus nowadays raining so we can't plan a outdoor outing ):
aiwen: i've tagged you yeah. &you must work hard okays ? Cam-whore next time again. Hahas ! iloveyou lots *
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